Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Reasons to Be Cheerful

Reasons to Be Cheerful, part 3 (ever hear it?) – can’t remember the band…
1 – The Great PC Crash AND the also problematic replacement laptop!
2 – Little Tumor Cat
3 – Being STUCK – each step is so slow to completion (think uploads on dialup) I never get to the next. Is it the waiting that bores me into changing gears or is it my own inability to FOCUS? Bob says it’s because I care too much, that others just ignore their kids and do what they want. Hmmm, I wonder how they get their kids to ignore them?! Or do they just lock the door?
I never wanted (would be utterly mortified) to be the kind of mother who EXPLODES at the slightest aggravation but I do feel her inside me from time to time. It feels like complete failure – how could a child love a psycho-mom? What happened to my patience anyway? Oh yeah, that’s right, it's sitting at my PC waiting for the bloody sand to hit the bottom of the hourglass! I guess the issue boils down to priorities. When I used to DO all my sewing, knitting and whatnot I didn’t have a PC! Duh! So what now?

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